Lord of powerful

Lord help me
why these feelings exist in the days of me.
I myself confused, I do not know what to do I do now
ya allah, help your servant who has always pinned to the worldlyproblems.
my life is only temporary.
forgive me if this is a reward for my evil past.
everything that happens there is a possible reason for me to think about the mistakes that were once preoccupied I did, but guesswho you give really makes me worried and thinking about his badself is to be your servant.
I ask you Lord to end this I guess as far as possible so that I feelable to perfect life, even in a short time.
all that happens there is a reason, but until now everything thathappened I do not know from which source should I fix it.
Indeed my Lord, each of which set you can not afford for me to change to be perfect in my mind, just as there are other reasons behind that are not able to express my self as your slave.
what should I do?
what will happen?
only you know ..
Thank you Lord.